2009年7月31日星期五

谁为谁戒烟



每个星期五,去学校的人很少..
昨晚又失眠了..
谁和谁又知道到底发生了什么事..
整晚像傻瓜一样望着空白白的天花板..
谁和谁又知道我在想什么了..
你知道我知道,我知道你知道..
顿时,想吸烟..我知道不可能..
在学校,上着自己不懂的课..
听老师说着自己听不懂的话..
整晚像白痴一样看着白亮亮的大白板..
谁和谁又知道我到底是怎么了..
没有人知道,可能连自己都不懂了..
一大遍的废话..
谁和谁又看得明白我的心在想什么..
爱我的人,我爱的人..
谁还在为爱继续等..

贱人
喜欢你
却未能
放低你
舍不弃
可否给我
再识你
但我与你
不可一起
别再为我生气
喜欢你
却未能
放低你
还是你
我也始终
总不适合你
不可一起
我与你
不可一起

我又怎么了..
大概是又难过了..

2009年7月28日星期二


finally..
to be a better man,babe..
i'm here with you..
always..
i love you..

2009年7月26日星期日

long post..
close it if you dunwan to read..
i dun mind.

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明天放学后,妈妈就会去学校见校长..
是关于我将被学校开除的事..
原因就是,老实说我不礼貌..
我是有不礼貌,我没有不承认..
我开口骂那个老师是因为,老师一直把我妈我爸为我起的名字[改名]`
excuse me, my name is RACHEL KONG..not 死RACHEL..
为人师表,既然把学生的名字前面加个死字..
我再不怎样听话,再怎样坏..
你又再怎么骂我,也不可以把我名字叫成这样,不是吗..?
if you want i respect you, please respect me also..
你还写了一份长又长的report给训导老师..
很好 =] 里面说我的历史一定不少..
真的不知道你有没有写到你帮我改名字..?
最离谱的事,我把事情一五一十的告诉训导老师..
他既然还讲我有错..><
me: however teacher also cannot said my name like that and ask me go die..
fatty teacher: why cannot..?cause teacher angry you..she angry..so she can said like that..
me: then if i angry i also can ask you go die..?
fatty teacher: cannot..!cause she is your teacher.. she can scold you..

me:
means teacher can scold whatever they want..can say whatever they want?
fatty teacher: yes..
me: ok,since you said so..i also nothing to say..
fatty teacher: you really is a bad girl..our school dunwan a student like you..buang saja la..dun talk so much..=X
me: i didnt said i no fault..i got wrong i knew.. just teacher cannot called my name like that.. omgggggoooosssshhhhh..!!
what the suck school..?
how come all the teacher so stupid..!
老师又怎样,学生不是人啊..?
都不听人家的解释..==
连我的moral老师都说对我很不公平..
后来,moral老师叫我写一封信给那个老师道歉..
因为,只有她可以让我不用被学校开除..
我不肯,可是老师劝了我很久..
if you still want stay at this school, then you must do that..i knew you dun like to do that..but you have to..
最后,我写了..
和不服气地一个一个字像刻木一样写在作文字上..
我知道如果我不写的话,我就连机会都没有..
爸爸妈妈一定会很生气很失望..还有,我真的不舍得我的好朋友..
如果,我没有这些..
我一定不会委屈自己写一大堆,看了会让自己觉得恶心的话跟你这种不讲道理的老师道歉..!
我最亲爱最尊敬的puan pau..!
你不要以为我是真的真心真意地跟你道歉..!
看了我的信,千万不要为了恶心的字眼而感动..!
我从来没有想过要你道歉..!因为你不配做我的老师..!
从小到大,我最爱上华文课..
突然间变得一点兴趣都没有..!
不是因为我不想读..!因为,教我的老师是你..!

2009年7月25日星期六


who acc me to watch ICE AGE 3..
==

2009年7月24日星期五

爱到尽头 覆水难收
谁让我欢喜让我忧

前尘往事 云烟般流走
吻别在无人的街头

爱我的人 我爱的人
谁还在为爱继续等
夜已深 留一盏孤灯
别在夜里数伤痕

唱情歌的人 别唱的那么认真
别唱得多情人都丢了魂
一句离别划过了悲伤的黄昏
只留下寂寞比那沙洲冷

唱情歌的人 别唱得那么深沉
别问我为什么会爱别人
一杯忘情水忘记了爱过多少人
谢谢你的爱陪我到来生

2009年7月17日星期五

happy bday to my superboyfriend..!

remember..?
this is our 1st pic..=]
took at calvin's room..
hehe..
today is your bday..!
happy bday to you my darling..
xD
i wish all your dream come true..
happy always..=D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
happy bday to you..
happy bday to you..
happy bday to my superman..
happy bday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuu..
hahaha..
big boy jorr la..18 years old lo..
just promise me you will happy everyday~
i love you biiii..
now and forever..
fucking much and much..
HAPPY BDAY YAA..!

2009年7月16日星期四

am i really important to you..?

BABY..
did you ever think my feeling?

iznt everything also my fault..?
cause i too care about you..
make you feel so bother..?
huh..?
you always friend friend friend..!
where i am..?
am i really important to you..?
maybe i am..maybe im not..
i really so confused..
sometimes,i think..
if im your friend am i feel happy..?
maybe you will care me more..
cause you care your friend more than me..
im not forcing you to put me on the no.1 in your heart..
just you treat your friend better than me..
just you love your friend more than love me..
maybe i too care you..too love you..
too much more maybe..
your friend is your life..
me..? just a fur on your body..
not important at all..
care also my fault..
ya,all my fault..!
my wrong..so sorry..

baby..
if start from this second..
i try to loose you..
let you go anywhere you want..
let you do anythings you like..
would you love me more? care me more?
although we couple, but i always feel alone..
although you 24 hours by my side, but i feel alone too..
cause your heart are always not here..
please care me more..
show me that you are really love me..
show me that i really important to you..
maybe you will say i think too much again..
you hurt me..seriously..

smile to you tomorrow..?
i guess i can do it..
i love you..


keii love douglas,
now and forever..