谁为谁戒烟

每个星期五,去学校的人很少..
昨晚又失眠了..
谁和谁又知道到底发生了什么事..
整晚像傻瓜一样望着空白白的天花板..
谁和谁又知道我在想什么了..
你知道我知道,我知道你知道..
顿时,想吸烟..我知道不可能..
在学校,上着自己不懂的课..
听老师说着自己听不懂的话..
整晚像白痴一样看着白亮亮的大白板..
谁和谁又知道我到底是怎么了..
没有人知道,可能连自己都不懂了..
一大遍的废话..
谁和谁又看得明白我的心在想什么..
爱我的人,我爱的人..
谁还在为爱继续等..

贱人
喜欢你
却未能
放低你
舍不弃
可否给我
再识你
但我与你
不可一起
别再为我生气
喜欢你
却未能
放低你
还是你
我也始终
总不适合你
不可一起
我与你
不可一起

我又怎么了..
大概是又难过了..

finally..
to be a better man,babe..
i'm here with you..
always..
i love you..

long post..
close it if you dunwan to read..
i dun mind.

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明天放学后,妈妈就会去学校见校长..
是关于我将被学校开除的事..
原因就是,老实说我不礼貌..
我是有不礼貌,我没有不承认..
我开口骂那个老师是因为,老师一直把我妈我爸为我起的名字[改名]`
excuse me, my name is RACHEL KONG..not 死RACHEL..
为人师表,既然把学生的名字前面加个死字..
我再不怎样听话,再怎样坏..
你又再怎么骂我,也不可以把我名字叫成这样,不是吗..?
if you want i respect you, please respect me also..
你还写了一份长又长的report给训导老师..
很好 =] 里面说我的历史一定不少..
真的不知道你有没有写到你帮我改名字..?
最离谱的事,我把事情一五一十的告诉训导老师..
他既然还讲我有错..><
me: however teacher also cannot said my name like that and ask me go die..
fatty teacher: why cannot..?cause teacher angry you..she angry..so she can said like that..
me: then if i angry i also can ask you go die..?
fatty teacher: cannot..!cause she is your teacher.. she can scold you..
me: means teacher can scold whatever they want..can say whatever they want?
fatty teacher: yes..
me: ok,since you said so..i also nothing to say..
fatty teacher: you really is a bad girl..our school dunwan a student like you..buang saja la..dun talk so much..=X
me: i didnt said i no fault..i got wrong i knew.. just teacher cannot called my name like that.. omgggggoooosssshhhhh..!!
what the suck school..?
how come all the teacher so stupid..!
老师又怎样,学生不是人啊..?
都不听人家的解释..==
连我的moral老师都说对我很不公平..
后来,moral老师叫我写一封信给那个老师道歉..
因为,只有她可以让我不用被学校开除..
我不肯,可是老师劝了我很久..
if you still want stay at this school, then you must do that..i knew you dun like to do that..but you have to..
最后,我写了..
和不服气地一个一个字像刻木一样写在作文字上..
我知道如果我不写的话,我就连机会都没有..
爸爸妈妈一定会很生气很失望..还有,我真的不舍得我的好朋友..
如果,我没有这些..
我一定不会委屈自己写一大堆,看了会让自己觉得恶心的话跟你这种不讲道理的老师道歉..!
我最亲爱最尊敬的puan pau..!
你不要以为我是真的真心真意地跟你道歉..!
看了我的信,千万不要为了恶心的字眼而感动..!
我从来没有想过要你道歉..!因为你不配做我的老师..!
从小到大,我最爱上华文课..
突然间变得一点兴趣都没有..!
不是因为我不想读..!因为,教我的老师是你..!

who acc me to watch ICE AGE 3..
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爱到尽头 覆水难收
谁让我欢喜让我忧

前尘往事 云烟般流走
吻别在无人的街头

爱我的人 我爱的人
谁还在为爱继续等
夜已深 留一盏孤灯
别在夜里数伤痕

唱情歌的人 别唱的那么认真
别唱得多情人都丢了魂
一句离别划过了悲伤的黄昏
只留下寂寞比那沙洲冷

唱情歌的人 别唱得那么深沉
别问我为什么会爱别人
一杯忘情水忘记了爱过多少人
谢谢你的爱陪我到来生 

happy bday to my superboyfriend..!

remember..?
this is our 1st pic..=]
took at calvin's room..
hehe..
today is your bday..!
happy bday to you my darling..
xD
i wish all your dream come true..
happy always..=D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
happy bday to you..
happy bday to you..
happy bday to my superman..
happy bday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuu..
hahaha..
big boy jorr la..18 years old lo..
just promise me you will happy everyday~
i love you biiii..
now and forever..
fucking much and much..
HAPPY BDAY YAA..!

am i really important to you..?

BABY..
did you ever think my feeling?
iznt everything also my fault..?
cause i too care about you..
make you feel so bother..?
huh..?
you always friend friend friend..!
where i am..?
am i really important to you..?
maybe i am..maybe im not..
i really so confused..
sometimes,i think..
if im your friend am i feel happy..?
maybe you will care me more..
cause you care your friend more than me..
im not forcing you to put me on the no.1 in your heart..
just you treat your friend better than me..
just you love your friend more than love me..
maybe i too care you..too love you..
too much more maybe..
your friend is your life..
me..? just a fur on your body..
not important at all..
care also my fault..
ya,all my fault..!
my wrong..so sorry..

baby..
if start from this second..
i try to loose you..
let you go anywhere you want..
let you do anythings you like..
would you love me more? care me more?
although we couple, but i always feel alone..
although you 24 hours by my side, but i feel alone too..
cause your heart are always not here..
please care me more..
show me that you are really love me..
show me that i really important to you..
maybe you will say i think too much again..
you hurt me..seriously..

smile to you tomorrow..?
i guess i can do it..
i love you..

keii love douglas,
now and forever..

just pictures

somethings happened..
is my fault..cause i checked you..
but..it so hurt..
sorry,bii

pc-fair stupid..!!!!!

hell

yesyesyes..
finally all the from 3 students finished exam..!
><
i hate exam..shit..!
boring like hell~
i just know chinese paper ONLY..
*?stupid right?*
hehe..dun care la..
fail all ba..=X

i didnt tuition for two months already..
because..the stupid H1N1..
my dad and my mom not allowed to go out..
><
may i go pavilion for 2 hours..?
i just wanna watch ice age 3..
i cant go out with my friends..TT
fcuking pity..sigh~

i need a dentist..!
omggggggggggosh..!!
my teeth so pain..
already 1 weeks..
but mom said next tuesday only go check..
shit..!
talk pain..
eat pain..
laugh also will pain..=[
later my b complain me show the emo face to him again..
*lahlahlah*
my tiger teeth..><

bii working..=X
i miss you..

whr you..

us
the slim me
the fat you
i miss you
you too..?
i miss the moment we holding hand..

ya,i bought this..at MPH..
the last one..! ><
last time i saw it,i said wan buy..
you said dunwan.. ==
so cute right..?
peace..
=D

die

not feeling well..
headache and so tired..
*sigh*
you off your phone again..
where are you now..?
im so sorry..
would you find me later..?
i wait you..

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我说对不起不是真的因为觉得自己有错..
只是不像有其他的人不开心而已..
你可以当没有听过我跟你讲过对不起..
因为,我真的不想讲..我没有错..
就那么多..
我没有指名道姓写我在写谁..
不要乱猜..不要乱想..

happy bday to yuz`

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i be forever thankful to my lovely douglas..
he PRO in edited picture..
look,he helped me edited..
damn nice..!
got dragon tattoo on my hand tim~
and my eyes..my lips..my nose..
omggoshhh..
prefect..!! 100% for you..
thank you fucker..!
i really love you fcuking much..

today,i went to ts with my darlings..
to celebrate yuz's bday actually..
we ate at bar.b.q plaza..!
=]
yummmyummm~
yuz was very happy and surprise..
we all also very happy and enjoy..
lone time didnt out with them..
really so happy..
btw~
happy bday to you,yuz..
==
i knew you 0707~
i said early can de hor..?
hehe..xD
just wish you happy everyday..!
i love you..

some pictures here

me and yuz

wow..! my new friend..
work at bar.b.q plaza..
cute right..><

our foods here..!!

this not my brother..!
im serious..
><

the colourful prawn..

TT
my leng leg..

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today..i saw two girls..
they are a pair of couple..
==
they kissed at kfc..
everyone looked at them..
but they dun care..
keep kissing..
><
ayerrrrr..
cant sleep today..
haha..

学生的日子

每一天早上..
听到闹钟又叫我起床~
心情好难过..
为什么读书那么早起床..?
可能人类的头脑早上比较活跃吧..
不知道?

去到学校,也是一样..
抱抱bii..
给个morning kiss~
又去排队.. ><
回班的路途中也很有趣..
常常有[怪兽]会莫名其妙的来捉我们这些可怜的小动物..
进guru disiplin 接受一连串的地狱式的处罚~
像我这种[乖]的同学..
一年至少15次..?
有时候没有被捉,也只是当天的[怪兽们]不太饿..
真的幸运..
进到这所学校..
真的是三生有幸,一定是我阿嬷拜得神多!
多谢晒~AH-LI-GA-TUO, i love you..

回到班上,抄着一些连自己都看不太懂得nota..
真的不懂自己在干吗~
老师都觉得我很乖,因为我每次都会抄她给的[圣经]..
抄得[圣经]多,自有[神]庇佑
老师,i really love you fcuking much and much..!!

下课时,都躲在班上..
和我班大佬闲聊~
反正,走在走廊上也没有会给我们笑..=X
failed..!
哈哈..
有人说我们很恐怖? 有人说我们很串?
听到这些谣言,眼泪真的会掉下来..
不过,现在还好~多了几个新朋友这样..
真的有点兴奋!=D

无段段~ringggggg..
又放学啦..!心情最愉快的时候..
加快两步去找我条仔..duckduck~
大家开开心心又锡多几下..!
哇哇哇..
真的够晒激情..
走走下又走到校门口..
等等下又见到我妈妈的车..
讲声"byebye"再锡多一下当是goodbye kiss..
又上车返屋企!
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